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[Jan. 10th, 2007|12:20 pm] |
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| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Damien Rice | ] |
I'm going to school! |
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| I'm getting into trouble again..... |
[Jan. 6th, 2007|01:17 pm] |
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Last night Jen,Jaymes,Dirks,Chris and I went drinking in Boston. It was drinking, a lot of dancing and loud music. I had so much fun!!! |
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| New Years |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|05:31 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Computer Room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Foo Fighters-Everlong | ] |
New Years was a good night overall. I had to work and I was so mad the time. I got out at 9:45 met up with Pais and spent an hour and a half trying to have mad drunk people tell us where to go. None of them had any idea. Finally Dirksy and Jaymes agreed to meet us. I got there where I was greeted by many of my favorites all in the same room. I was so overcome with happiness to see all these people, I didn't care it was 11:30 and that I spent the whole night pissed. Immediately Emily pulled me away from the crowd to "bury the hatchet". Which was cool I guess considering the girl has hated me for years now. Took some shots after,Dirksy cracked open the Champayne and passed it around as we counted the seconds for the drop. Got a New Years kiss.Saw mad asses and couldn't resist hitting them.haha.Smoked a lot, played Ruit, and chatted with people.Kyle and them set off fireworks. I didn't even drink too much but I got to hang out with all my favorite boys. I haven't spent New Years with all of them in a long time. Sadly Renee had to go to the hospital cuz she has a horrible cold that turned bad. At like quarter of 5 Pais and I decided to drive home to her house. I got there and tried to sleep,I couldn't. I had to work at 8 so I left at 7ish and went. It was so Fucking busy, I was so tired. I went home at like 4 and went to bed. Went in and out of sleep by phone calls and woke at 9:30 this morning. I went to the bank and I just got back from the mall with Lauren. I love hanging out with her. Now I have to go to work......POOOOOOO. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 6th, 2006|02:55 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Computer room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Brand New-Secondary | ] |
Iwasdoneandnowsecretlyi'mnot |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|12:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Computer room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | impressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Say Anything-It's a metaphor,fool | ] |
Last night I had this dream that I was going to Prison. I was in the middle of the woods,and there were lots of cut down trees. My family and friends were there and they told me just to read a lot of books and i'll be on probation in 6 months.Books randomly appeared in my hands when Tara said to read books.I just knew that whatever I was going to jail for I didn't do. It was like I was taking the wrap for someone else.
So I'm a believer in all the dream interpertation shit and this is what I found.....interesting.
To dream that you are in jail, suggests that you are feeling restrained or censored in your work environment, relationship or situation in your life. You are feeling confined and suffocated.
To see books in your dream, indicates calmness. You will advance toward your goals at a slow and steady pace. Books also symbolize knowledge, intellect, information and wisdom.
To dream that you are walking through the woods, signifies your return to an aspect of yourself that is innocent and spiritual. |
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| I don't even know |
[Nov. 10th, 2006|01:05 pm] |
If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am
I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget
You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget |
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| hmmmm.....yeah |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|12:14 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My livingroom | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indifferent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 311-I told myself | ] |
Picked up on the wrong scent
Not gonna make a dent
How many times
Are you in my rhymes
Burn me once shame on thee
Burn me again shame on me
I'm chasing and facing
the point misplacing
When I think of you my minds racing
I'm spacing out when I get to the point of no return
I get burned
I told myself I'm through with you
The last thing that I'll ever do
Let down my guard shouldn't be too hard
I know it's over got to elevate, disregard
I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but did it again
I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but
This was supposed to be the last time
I told myself
This wouldn't happen again
I told myself
I wasn't ever going to call you
I told myself
I wouldn't let you back in
But here I am dialing, trying
I told myself to get a hold myself
I won't freak out
let you tweak out
on ecstasy
not next to me
somethin' tells me baby girl
that you're testin' me
I told myself to get a hold myself
and I'm tryin'
I'm not lyin'
Don't make me mad
You know I love you bad
I want to sniff the glue
that holds me to you
I told myself to get a hold myself
But don't rush me
Can't you trust me
The sound I hear
whenever you are near
I know it's never wrong
and it's my favorite song
I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but did it again
I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but
This was supposed to be the last time
I told myself
This wouldn't happen again
I told myself
I wasn't ever going to call you
I told myself
I wouldn't let you back in
But here I am dialing, trying
And now it's all turned bad
Turned bad
Turned bad
Your ploy to make me jealous
Is obvious and sad
It has the opposite effect
Now you're left with what you had
You had
The rain comes down as love turns to dust
I was joking she took me serious
The rain comes down as love turns to dust
I was joking she took me serious
Yes serious
This was the last time that I was ever going to call you
I told myself
I wouldn't let you back in
But here I am dialing, trying |
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| I wish my heart didn't hurt so bad.... |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|11:37 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my livingroom in Hull | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Say Anything-I want to know your plans | ] |
I want to know your plans and how involved in them I am.
When I go to sleep for good will I be forgiven?
And If you want roses you can go buy a bouquet.
If that just won't cut it, well what can I say?
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do. That's what you do.
I want to know your fears, from your feet to the back of your ears.
When they raise the landing gear will your heart stay here?
If you could forgive me for being so brash, well you...
you could hit me or whip me, I'd savor each lash.
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do.
No more fighting.
This is only a waste of our time
'cause soon we'll be leaving.
Will this strength still be mine?
I'll look out for you 'til I die, 'til I rot.
I'll remember you 'til I die, until I rot.
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do. |
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| I can't stop thinking about him...... |
[Jul. 18th, 2006|01:42 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my Livingroom | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Something Corporate-You're Gone | ] |
Put your music player on shuffle
Post the first 40 songs that come up. You can repeat artists if you want. If you have any repeats, skip to the next track.
Then answer the questions.
1. Jack's Mannequin-The Mixed Tape
2. 311-Visit
3. Snow Patrol-Run
4. Senses Fail-Bite To Break Skin
5. James Taylor-Fire and Rain
6. Finch-What it is to Burn
7. Incubus-Favorite Things
8. John Mayer-Comfortable
9. GlassJaw-When One Eight Becomes Two Zeros
10. Deftones-Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away)
11. Thursday-Signals Over the Air
12. Straylight Run-Another Word for Desprate
13. A Perfect Circle-Magdalena
14. Bob Marley-Buffalo Solider
15. Saves The Day-My Sweet Fracture
16. Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers-Mary Jane's Last Dance
17. Green Day-Longview
18. Thrice-The Artist in the Ambulance
19. The Used-Yesterday's Feelings
20. David Bowie-Changes
21. The Get Up Kids- Beer For Breakfast
22. Mae-Anything
22. Circa Survive-Stop the Fucking Car
23. Midtown-Like A Movie
24. The Eagles-The Long Run
25. Armor For Sleep-Remember to Feel Real
26. Alkaline Trio-Sadie
27. Matchbook Romance-Say It Like You Mean It
28. Panic!AT the Disco-Time to Dance
29. Billy Joel-An So It Goes
30. Something Corporate-Babies of the 80's
31. Funeral For A Friend-Waking Up
32. Pearl Jam-Yellow Ledbetter
33. Pink Floyd-High Hopes
34. Hot Rod Circuit-Knees
35. Yellowcard-View From Heaven
36. The Early November-We Write the Wrong
37. Brand New-Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows
38. Elton John-Your Song
39. Linkin Park-Easier To Run
40. Notorious B.I.G-Juicy
1. Which song do you prefer, ..1 or ..40? 1
2. Have you ever listened to ..12 continuously on repeat? No.
3. What album is ..26 from? Crimson
4. What do you think about the artist who did ..15? Chris Conley is the man.
5. Is ..19 one of your favorite songs? No
6. Who does ..38 remind you of? Driving around with Tony.
7. Does ..20 have better lyrics or music? The lyrics. The music is good too.
8. Do any of your friends like ..3? I actually have no idea.
9. Is ..33 from a movie soundtrack? No, I'm not def sure though
10. Is ..18 overplayed on the radio? No, I've never even heard Thrice on the radio.
11. What does ..21 remind you of? Being wasted face on my balcony at my apartment and singing the lyrics and dancing around.
12. Which song do you prefer, ..5 or ..22? deff 22.
13. What album is ..17 from? Dookie
14. When did you first hear ..39? In Lauren's car driving.
16. What genre is ..8? pop I guess.
17. Do any of your friends like ..14? Yeah I think they all do basically.
18. What color does ..4 remind you of? red
19. Have you ever blasted ..11 on your stereo? you know it.
20. What genre is ..37? Alternative?
21. Can you play ..13 on any instrument?No I can't play anything on an instrument.
22. What is your favorite line from ..30? Ronald Reagan Fought Star Wars, But he'll never been Han Solo
23. What is your favorite lyric from ..23? I don't believe in anything, but I believe in you.I never trusted anyone, but somehow I trust you.
24. Would you recommend ..24 to your friends? No not that Eagles song.
25. Is ..2 a good song to dance to? Hell yeah!
26. Do you ever hear ..16 on the radio? oh yeah.
27. Is ..32 more of a nighttime or daytime song? Nighttime.
28. Does ..36 have any special meaning to you? Yeah it does.
29. Do any of your friends like ..31? Yeah I know a couple.
30. Is ..25 a fast or slow song? Fast.
31. Is ..35 a happy or sad song? Happy and Sad.
32. What is one of your favorite lyrics from ..9? You've given me a heart like a gun,
And I'm so shocked that I made it through these billion days.
33. Is ..34 better to listen to alone or with friends? With Friends.
34. When did you first hear ..27? When I bought the cd the day it came out.
35. Name 3 other songs by the artist who did ..29? The Longest Time, Blond Over Blue,Downeaster Alexa
36. Do you know all the words to ..6? Uh huh.
37. Does ..28 have better lyrics or music? Lyrics.
38. What album is ..10 from? Around the Fur. |
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| I have so much going on that I don't know where to begin |
[Jun. 20th, 2006|11:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Brand New-Guerica | ] |
I haven't written in a long time and I don't know where to begin. I think I will start soon. Maybe I'll save myself from having a brain overload. Probably not. |
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